Monday, February 16, 2009

My mistake....

Few days ago da dpt result ups for mid sem 2... sangat sedih... cam yg dijangka.. mmg ade fail... seriously mmg result kali ni jatuh menjunam...

ape2pun nak minta maaf sangat sangat kat mak sebab tak dapat buat yg terbaik tuk mid sem exam 2 kali ni... akak pun tak jangke dapat teruk camni.. sorry ya bunda..

nak berhdapan dgn member2 classmate yg mostly da pandang serong kat ak sbb dpt result yg teruk mmg memedihkan...

nak stay dgn org yg majoritiny pandai kat sekeliling n kite je yg slow.., kdg2 btul2 wat kite rase down...

tinggal lagi lbh kurang 2 bulan lagi kat matrik. sedih nak tinggalkn tapi sangat tertunggu-tunggu... life in matrix really stressfull...

sangat berharap dpt survive in this few months..

sadly., walaupun ramai member2 yg bg support, tapi sedihnye tak de sorg pun dpt membantu... bukan sbb nak blagak or tak terima nasihat, tapi you'll feel it by yourself kalu berade kat situasi camni... perasaan dpt kegagalan sgt teruk sampai rase you're ALONE...

lastly.., what ever it is, i admit, yg sume ni cause of my own mistake, my own careless..

ekspresi luaran totally tak mggambarkan ape yg terpendam kat dalam...

After all, ak tetap bsyukur dgn result yg ak dpt wlaupun tak bagus.. maybe i'm deserve it and setimpal ngan ushe yg da buat and hopefully kate2 kat bwh can give me new spirit..


3 comments:

{~maNGkuk~} said...

chayuk2 aisyah...biase la dok matrik..kak pom g2 gak dulu..huhu..shhh.jgn oyat ke org laen des...hehe

[izzie_heart]* said...

nik, it's not the end of the world.
i know how that feels, being alone, believe it or not, but you must remember it's just another test, nik.

you are by far one of the most wonderful person i've ever met.

you can do it. don't let that stupid test bring you down - you're sooo much better than that.

it's just a test. you still have a future, a life laying in front of you.

and eventhough we do not succeed here, doesn't mean we won't succeed anywhere else.

i understand the tension, the pressure, and the stress to get 4 flat but really,
intelligence are not defined by gradings, nik.

you can do it, even if it's here or after this.
for now, just focus on your final.

love ya!!!

Aisyah/ecah said...

THANK YOU SOOO MUCH for the words and your support..
kdg2 slalu cpt fkir something negative... ^-^

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